Tue, Jun. 29th, 2004, 08:48 pm
Tue, Jun. 22nd, 2004, 01:28 pm
I just found some disturbing info on the Polish National Socialist band called Gontyna Kry (old Slavonic for "Temple of Blood"). The band had split-up in 2003! I know that it's a bit late but it's hard to find any info on such an underground band. Especially since their website's been terminated since before I even heard of the band. Motherfuck. Oh well, they broke up once but then they rejoined. Let's hope it happens again. Heil!
(I'm listening to the Gontyna Kry song entitled "We Approach, You shall be Vomiting Blood You Jewish Bastards" or "Nadchodzimy, Bedziecie Rzygac Krwia, Wy Zydowskie Bekarty". I listen to it a lot but it won't fit in the "Current Music" box)
Sat, May. 8th, 2004, 09:06 pm
What's your name? = Matt
Birthplace = Stamford, Connecticut
Age = 16
Age you act = I would have to say.. anything between 10 and 50
Current location = Computer room at home.
Eye color = Brown
Hair color = Dark brown
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? = Righty
Zodiac sign? = Segatarious
Height? = Like 6'- 6'1"
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality = Polish, German, Austrian. Aryan races- fuck yeah!
Your hair = Farily long.
Your fears = Stupidity of others of this species
Your perfect room = Dark, medieval with posters and autographs of all my favorite bands.
What you practically do in a day = Wake up, breath, go to school, breath, listen to shitload of music, breath, talk to friends, breath, try to stay away from homework, breath, talk to friends, breath, and go to sleep. Oh, and breath.
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse = Faggot
Phrases you overuse = Nigger
Your first thought when you wake up = I need to get laid man.
Your greatest accomplishment = Pissing off about 10 people in one day. Then get bitched at the next.
Something you want to do = Get head
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke = Green Tea
McDonald's or Burger Kings = Buger King
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera = I'd prefer listening to the music the make in bed.
Chocolate or vanilla = Vanilla
Adidas or Nike = Aryan Wear bitches!
Black or white = Black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) = Bills.
Burgers or hot dogs = Hot dogs
Egypt or France = France
Rock or rap = Metal
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke = nope
Cuss = What the fuck makes you think that?
Sing well = I'm pretty good.
Sing in the shower = Nope.
Talk to yourself --a lot-- = Sure. It's the best company I could keep.
Believe in yourself = Yes
Like taking these longass surveys? = It's a way to pass time.
Play an instrument = Depends... is pussy considered an instrument??
Want to go to college? = Possibly.
Want to get married? = Hell yeah. First though... I need a girlfriend and get laid.
Want to have children? = Lunch!
Think you're a health freak? = GREEN TEA GOOD FOR YOU.
Get along with your parents = Some times.
Get along with your siblings? = No siblings otherwise I'd eat them all.
Think you're popular = I wouldn't know.
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state = And out of country.
Drank alchohol = Yep
Smoke = Nope
Get high = Nope
Done any drugs = Nope
Eaten an entire box of oreos = Nope
Been on stage = Yep, made lots of money stripping.
Gone skinny dipping = Nope.
Been dumped = Nope, no girlfriend biatches!
Dyed your hair = Yep
Stolen anything = Hell yeah. One item was some of the best porn I've seen. No joke.
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! = D [x]
Craziest = They all tend to be.
Loudest = All of them at times.
Most shy = ????
Blondest = Pam
Smartest = Melvin Babu
Kindest = They all can be.
Best personality = All
Most talented = Evryone has talent- Orsi, I fear for you.
Best singer = Me biatches!
Most ghetto = Truch, I am sorry but RJ beats you at this one.
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) = Nick
Pain in the ass = Chris Crocker
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))= Pam... doggy style though.
Funniest = All
Best person for advice = Melvin.
Dependable = All except Kevin.
Trustworthy = All except Kevin
Druggie = Humpy, Pam, and Crocker
Most likely to end up in jail = Crocker
Person you've known the longest = Aunt Chris Crocker.
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream = I don't dream.
Last nightmare = ...
Car ride = Pam I mean.............
Last time you cried = Last night.... too much chafing.
Last movie seen = Vampire Hunter D- Bloodlust
Last movie rented = Queen of the Damned.
Last book read = Sagas of the Volsungs.
Last word said = Fuck
Last curse word said = Nigger, Polak, White Dumbass, Nigger, Nigger, and Nigger.
Last time you laugh = Just now.
Last phone call = Pam- phone sex rocks man.
Last CD played = Amon Amarth- The Crusher
Last song you listened to = Amon Amarth- Bastards of a lying Breed
Last annoyance = Viagra
Last IM = Crocker
Last weird encounter = …
Last person you hugged = Caley
Last person you yelled at = My loving mother.
Last time you wore a skirt = Never.
Last time you've been evil = Uummm…
Sarcastic? = When am I not?
Last time you fought with your parents = Mommy loves me (fucking cunt).
Last time you wished upon a star = Can’t say I ever did.
Played Truth or Dare = Never.
Spent quality time alone = My right hand and I got a lot closer in that half hour
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM = Nope
Do you feel lonely = Sure I guess
Ever TP'd someone's house = Nope
How about egging someone's house = Nope
Do you not like dislike not like me? = ….. you suck
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? = I hate wiggers and niggers are no better
Yo Momma = I wish was pushing up daisys
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? = Actually…. No.
What do you think of George Bush? = Cunt
Any secret fetishes? = Uhhhhhh……
Do you like to wear chains? O_o = Could be fun
How many languages do you speak? = 2
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cuz mine sure are = Can’t say they are.
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you XP)) = Hell yeah.
Mon, May. 3rd, 2004, 03:07 pm
Today was an average day except for certain parts. A female friend of mine is going through a shitload of problems. I gave my word not tell any one and I stick to my word as a person and a Satanist. I've been trying to help her and cheer her up since I do have great affection for her eventhough at time it may not seem like it. At the same time, I have been thinking about my problems which I shant speak of anymore. Sometimes I wonder what the point is behind doing the shit I do but then I remember the reasons behind it and I remember how it has helped me get to where I am. I don't have anything else to say at this moment. Hail!
Sun, May. 2nd, 2004, 11:17 am
I fell asleep at like 1:30 last night to see at least some of the Southparck movie and it wasn't as good as I had hoped so I went to sleep. I woke up at about 9:00 and I'm still tired. Oh, and happy birthday Chris. I figured I should say at least something.
Yuri's coming over today was the only interesting thing that happened today. It's too fucking humid. I am still thinking about everything like grades, fair-wells, my loneliness, and all those whom I had known throughout my life that I knew well yet out of stupidity, we chose not to know eachother anymore. It's times like these that really make a person want to break down yet I haven't even the strength anymore for that. No matter how hard I try, my efforts are fuitless. This weather also drains my power for life. I prefer a typical Celtic winter when it is great and cold. Extreme heat does nothing positive for me. Eh, enough bitchin', I'm off.
Wed, Apr. 28th, 2004, 09:24 pm
All I have to say is..... my mother should die.
Tue, Apr. 27th, 2004, 03:43 pm
I took yet another survey: "Where Do You Stand?"
Abortion?: Sure, no sence in further overpopulation of this world.
Death Penalty?: Yeah man- all the way.
Prostitution?: I'll leave that for Pam.
Alcohol?: Drink, drive, and die you idiots.
Other drugs?: Fuck no.
Gay marriage?: It should never be allowed.
Illegal immigrants?: Get rid of them.
Smoking?: 2nd hand smoking for 13 fucking years so fuck no.
Drunk driving?: Unoriginal way to end your life but why not.
Cloning?: People should know when to stop thinking of how to create life.
Racism?: Sure. You all know what I think.... HAIL!
Premarital sex?: Yes.
Religion?: Satanism... Enough lying to oneself.
The war in Iraq?: Kill Bush... Slllllooooooowwwwwwllllllyyyyy.
Bush?: Already took care of that but I wont mind pissing on his grave.
Downloading music?: Whatever. I prefer original CDs but sure.
The legal drinking age?: Do it Russian style- you can drink once you can see over the counter.
Porn?: Need I answer????
Suicide?: Eventhough some close friends have tried, I still do not support such acts of utter stupidity.
Mon, Apr. 19th, 2004, 02:42 pm
Greetings. This is eternityofgloom
and I have made Matt's journal friends only.... so if you're not on the list then fuck off!
Thu, Apr. 15th, 2004, 07:35 pm
After going through a lot of shit with my parents earlier, I have but a few things to say: that call to arms, fuck it. I shall keep to myself. I do conform to Nazi ideals to a point. I still have a hatred toward the worthless Juden. And my loving mother said that she's glad that there were some very strong nationalists in the family yet I cannot be one- "I don't deserve it". Fine then. For the time being, I renounce any and all clames to my Polish heritage. Incase not that many people know, I was born in the U.S. So for the time being, to hell with Polish ideals, principles, pride, and whatever else your human mind can conjure up. And fuck you all!